Thursday - Thought of My Day!
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Thanks God, I got a peaceful slept last night. I woke up in the morning checking my messenger. There are many message asking for money eventhough I didn't know them personally.There are also from those people who knew me. What they never know that I have a big debts during the imprisonment of my son. I felt embarras when I said no but it is better than to refuse pretending to have money. Maybe they don't believe that I have no money. It might be bad or good that I am not saving for my tomorrow but how to hide some part of my salary when my salary is too small amount? I can't refuse when someone need my help. I believe that God will give it back in any form. This is me but I am not advising you to do what I did.
This thought of me popped up my mind when one of the so many #ofw bloggers shared his thought the other day. And I agreed of what he said. Like me, I have no saving. I love helping those who need most. I have no enough money but the time I asked help to many of my friends, do not reject me. I felt inspired when I did it and felt so happy when I asked help and they heard me.
Maybe, there are so many people who are against of this kind of my mindset. I can't blame anyone because we have our own behavior, and ability toward someone. I am not telling you that they are bad and I am good. We have our legacy, we have our own decision and we can't please everyone. No one can decide for you or for me. We are the master of our own way. We accept, suggestions, advices and guidance no matter how young or old we are. Listen and respect, do if you like it but you don't like, keep your silence and do not insult the person who give effort to his/her decission. It is better to control, this is the best way and avoid arguments.
Sometimes, I feel sad. My heart has weaknesses feeling pity those who need and made me cry. How I wish I could be rich and share my wealth to those are in need. If I have money, I will not change. I will not buy many cars or built a big house but share the money to my poor family and other people. I am now manifesting to have the best life before I die.
That's all about what I am thinking while doing my job this afternoon. It came to my mind as many people are posting many kind of emotions most especially about the expenses of Christmas celebrations and health issues. Im my family, we had 3 person in their health issue. November and December had a heavy loads for us.
How about you? Are you happy this Christmas? Me? Being away from home, I am not perfectly happy.
That's all for today!
### HIVE ON!
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